Okay... I have been unemployed for officially 20 days. I thought I'd have time to finally write, etc. What I've found out is that I no longer have a purpose. Isn't it sad that having a job is that defining of who I am? Maybe it just takes time to get into the swing of things. I do read more. But it makes me wonder if I am a writer at all. Now that I have time to write, I don't have anything to write. What is up with that? Maybe I am just a wannabe. Reading has been good and inspiring. I've learned a lot and really focused on the whole Islam thing, but what happened to the writer I used to be? Where did she go? Can I get her back? Ugh. Anyone else have this problem? How did you fix it? Maybe I do need a job to be productive... Did I just say that? Yikes.