Holy Shiite -
I did it. I threw caution, fear, insecurity, rationality, and everything right into the wind. I feel gooood and scared. I turned in my notice today and can't believe it. I didn't think I was really going to do it. But I did. I was nervous and shaky so promptly went downstairs to get coffee...just the thing one should do to calm nerves.... And well it did the trick - wired me so much that I was kinda out of it. I'm excited about my future for once. And I'm free. No more dress code, no more searching for halaal food in 30 minutes, no more waking up at dawn...oh yeah...still have to do that. Hmmm. That's okay. I like my new boss. I'm so happy. And scared. And well, everything is still all tied up in one big ball in my gut. But I am free of all that and I feel gooooooood. James Brown style.